flowered in this bizarre fashion

friends

2007-02-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

lets go back.
<so i had my communication skills presentation.i talked about a recent discovery by researchers.about how good-looking people excel in academia all the time.it was pretty okay.i didnt stutter.i made eye contact with the audience.i smiled.i made sure i pronounced every word well.
so its all good.
and oh, i decided to join my school's debating team.since its so exclusive.and the arena's also one of the reasons that convinced me to join lah.
ahahha.
a couple of tests followed after my presentation.
chemistry test.
amd i forgot what else.
okay so schoolwork's not supposed to be the highlight.
let me talk abt my friends in school.
they're a real mean but fun bunch.thinking skills presentation was real fun.
when my grp was bombarded with questions.
nadiah decided to take the lead.
that girl will make an excellent debater.
for my grp, we decided to invent an adjustable neckrest.we realised that people nowadays sleep during long journeys and when they do just that, they tilt their head and invades into someone else's space.
which is like such a nuisance.
so yup.
one question posed to us was..
"what if right..the person body hit the person beside..then how?"
nadiah:"what are the odds of your body moving without yr head."
i mean, come on.
when you're in the train sleeping,when you actually rest yr neck on a neck rest.what are the chances that yr body will move?
another question posed..
"what if ah..i sleep right..then i slide down and hit the person in front of me?"
nadiah:"then i might have to reconsider my solutions."
the whole time i was there.
i cldnt stop laughing.
everyday in school is such a fun and exciting day.
you never know what to expect next.
we, the ponraj angels,really do know how to enjoy life.
we order pizzas durong breaktime.
and after school, we head down to cineleisure to have a suki sushi buffet.
mmm...soft shell crab.
and recently we ate pizza again.mmm...
and just last wednesday (i think),we went swimming after school.
it was alot of fun.
>>fast foward
now.im at angela's hse.and boy, do i miss my bestfriend!
shes dressing up.
and we're going to church together.
what do i do w/o friends.

RANDOM CHEESEMAC

2007-01-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

Isa Chong--

[noun]:

Has sixth sense to detect goblins

What's your secret fear?

Marbles

RANDOM CHEESEMAC

1)i tend to accidentally connect two words into one.
for example: "oh my lau!"

2)i gave a fancy name to my heart.its called fanny chanel.

3)i have a habit of licking my braces.

4)i like to read up on different syndromes.especially the really odd ones.they interest me alot.i like to read up on crimes too.

5)when im stressed, it shows.take a look at my left arm.chances are you'll see a scratch.(not that i abuse myself, i just start scratching a particular spot on my arm real hard when im sleeping.when i wake i will find it bleeding.and then, after a few days later, i'll start peeling the scab.)

6)i used to have extremely bad rashes on my arms and legs.and they hurt alot esp. when i take a shower(which is probably why i hated taking a bath when i was young).

7)i didn't like to brush my teeth too.truth is, i hated the taste of colgate and darlie.i preferred this (some japan lion brand. kodomo?)strawberry toothpaste.

8)i got weird actions. and i make the weirdest sounds to describe something.

9)my hair started waving at primary 6.

10)i had a mole on my face.

11)i used to spell "hougang" as "hongang".

12)when i was young, i loved watching barney and i dreamt of being one of the kids in the show.i really loved barney.

13)i laugh to myself in the bus when i see smth really funny on tv mobile.and i bite on my tongue ,trying to hide my grin.

14)my first words were "maymay".

15)when i was one, i had a red piece of cloth i wld sleep with.i called it "maymay" or "meimei" (which means younger sister in chinese).

16)i think alot before i sleep. one thought leads to another. and i only fall asleep hours later.

17)i hate my hair now.no.i meant to say.i hate my mane.

18)i seriously do not think i'll get attached any time in the next 4 years. at the rate im going.i think im going to get an arranged marriage.

19)im going to watch tv right now.

NICO

2006-12-24T18:48:00.000+08:00

1st thing)nico the unicorn rocks!its a show about how this little boy had no friends.and then one day at home, he found a unicorn book lying around.and then one day after school, he saw this ticket booth selling tickets to this exhibition.they had the weirdest things inside.from lobster boy to a unicorn.but the truth is, its just a pony with a cone on its forehead.and then he bought the pony with 20 bucks cause' if he wont take the pony in.the owner's going to kill it.and then one afternoon!the pony gave birth to a UNICORN!and anyway,to hide from the rest of the world.billy rode on nico.and they went into a cave in a mountain.and nico went back to where it came from while billy went home with his mom and his love interest and his mom and his mom's boyfriend the sheriff.okay bye bye!merry christmas.im gg to watch elf now!BYE!

no question.

2006-12-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

life.you can never ever predict life.
if it turns around and bites you.
how are you going back?

magic in the air

2006-12-18T04:35:00.000+08:00

so i changed my background music.
heard it at clapbangkiss's.
but i like this version better.
the guy sounds like hes singing in a toilet.
and i like that echo-y effect.
:)
oh christmas's just around the corner.
and im gg to get presents only tmrw.
ahhahah.
im so sotong man.
christmas's this sunday.
and i thgt it was next week.next friday or smth.
where was i?
mars?
ahhh.its late.and this song's putting me in a dreamy mood.
i want to sit around the fireplace, sip hot cocoa. have patches next to me..watch the snow fall outside.
isa isa.
too much books.

ps: nadiah, if you ever see this. i just wanna say you looked gorgeous today.i love your family too.super hip.

oh guys, before i leave.
today i went to nadiah's cousin's sweet 16.
man.the party was so cool.you had no idea.
they had a magician.a deejay.the ambience was just..woowoo.
i love the indian community.i think im born indian at heart.i love to bolly bolly.
hey! pass me the kally!

i need a lion heart

2006-12-14T18:50:00.000+08:00

------------------Girls----------------
-----------are like apples------
-------on trees.The best ones-----
-----are at the top of the tree.-----
---The boys dont want to reach---
--for the good ones because they--
-r afraid of falling and getting hurt.-
-Instead,they get the rotten apples-
from the ground that arent as good,
but easy.So the apples up top think
something wrong w/ them when in
-reality they're amazing. They just--
---have to wait for the right boy to
----come along, the one who's-
-----------brave enough to-----
---------------climb all---------
---------------the way--------
--------------to the top--------
-------------of the tree---------

if they put it that way,
IM BEYOND AMAZING!

my brave boy
amazing stuff you find online.
here's another.

Why ARE MEN HAPPIER?

Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures?

Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
Car Mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another petrol station restroom because this one is just too icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress Rs. 5,000 to 15,000.
People never stare at your chest when you are talking to them.
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't
cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A 5 day holiday requires only one suitcase .
You can open all of your own jars.
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is Rs. 100 for a three-pack. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
You almost never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.
Everything on your face stays its original colour.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe even decades.
You only have to shave your face and neck.
You can play with toys all your life.
Your belly usually hides your big hips.
One wallet and one pair of shoes one colour for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter what how your legs look.
You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache.
You can do Diwali shopping for 25 relatives a day before in 25 minutes.

No wonder men are happier.

push

2006-12-08T00:39:00.000+08:00

i dont know if i've ever been good enough.
im a little bit rusty.
and i think my head's caving in.
i feel that something's gotta give.
and im a little bit angry.
i want to take you for granted.

i got a hole in me now.
i got a scar i can talk about.
some things in this world you just can't change.
some things you can't see until its too late.
some things you don't need until they leave you.

if the bright lights don't receive you,
you should turn yourself around and come on home.

olive's ocean

2006-12-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

she had only meant to wait it out, wait unnoticed until he had passed, taking baby steps, wanting to disappear, but then she actually did disappear, dropping into the water that was everywhere-no sides no top no bottom-and taken so by surprise that it didn't matter that she was close to shore or that she was a good swimmer because she panicked and in her panic she swallowed water and scratched her cheek and somehow clawed her hair loose from its ponytail and her hair spread out from her head like a multitude of tentacles thin as filaments like a sea creature jerking about wilding and then for a second she felt numb and blue and liquid herself and resigned to the fact that the water would overcome her and in that second she began sliding away from the present and stopped thrashing about and relaxed and felt like a bird caught in a draft of air rather than a girl pushed and pulled by the ocean and gave up.

juashgd

2006-11-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

so, ive been rather busy.
and i can't be bothered to

wade-a-minute

2006-10-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

gonna catch this guy tonight:)

threading

2006-09-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

ooh.
i just tried threading today.
it hurt for me.
the after effects were slightly red irritations on my skin.
but it went down after an hour.
and its quite good.
my face looks "cleaner".
the result is smoother and clearer skin too.
you guys should try it.
and the hair that grows back is thinner and less obvious. unlike waxing and tweezing.
this is because it also removes the hair folicles.
cool eh? it originated a lonng long time ago. in southern asia.
its the most tradtional way of hair removal. and its the best.
it beats waxing and tweezing.
which removes the top layer of skin. which makes yr skin more susceptible to sun damage.
and do you know tht waxing causes wrinkles on the long run?
so yeah. threading's the best la.
go for it!

shonagh daly : all i want

2006-09-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

god, this song is extinct.
i really want to hear it.
so please.
anyone who has this song.
send it to me.
: (

shonagh daly: all i want

Hey mister, excuse me
I couldn't help but notice the way you kissed her
Like you were floating on air
Surrounded by traffic, you held onto each other as if by magic
Made the world disappear
Tell me your secret
Oh, throw me a line
How do you keep it forever alive

(CHORUS):
'Cause all I want is a kiss like that, a love like that
And all I want is to feel that way every day
Everything love has to give
Every moment that I live
You've got it all, that's all I want

He answered, I listened
A cup of coffee later and a slice of wisdom
He opened my eyes
He said, don't rush it, don't fight it
Follow your heart and then just trust it
It'll all come in time
It's really that simple
Oh, to make love right
Don't take it for granted
But don't hold it too tight

(CHORUS)

I wanted to tell him, thanks for your time
I felt so enlightened and I felt so inspired
But he slipped into the crowd without saying goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye

All I want is a kiss like that, a love like that
And all I want is to feel that way every day
All I want is a kiss like that and all I need is to feel that way
Everything love has to give
Every moment that I live
You've got it all, that's all I want

youth

2006-09-16T03:26:00.000+08:00

i need my youth back.
right now i feel like a haggard old young 16 year old girl.
i dont feel fresh.
i dont look fresh..
i need my youthh back.
sob i shld go to slp right now.
mummy was right.i shldnt stay up till 5 evryday/

those days

2006-09-15T04:38:00.000+08:00

Good Morning Joan says:
isit nora?
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
ya
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
i miss her funky attitude and spotaneous reaction
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:

haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
i miss ur sppedy gonzales happy reaction when u will talk so fast and laugh at ur own jokes
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
i miss jyss indirect attack on pple
Good Morning Joan says:
AHHAHAHA
Good Morning Joan says:
YEAH MAN
Good Morning Joan says:
JYS IS THE KILLER
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
ya
Good Morning Joan says:
wah...shoot shoot shoot!
Good Morning Joan says:
dead
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
u will understand wat she say moments after she said it
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
cos its so indirect
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:

Good Morning Joan says:
yes..how remarkable
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
exactly
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
nora will say things so spontaneously lyk her words tat she say
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
she react so fast but wat she say is lyk really corresponding to the topic
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
and u when u r excited u will talk so fast, laugh at ur own jokes and make us stare at uwith our mouths wide open
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
jan on the other hand is lyk the undiscovered supermodel lah
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
her jokes are often not notticed and she will always be picked upon but she cutelah and her accent is always irritating
haiQ : i feel like i am the undiscovered supermodel says:
i miss those days
sincere words of haiQ aka haikal.

COLOR

2006-09-15T04:24:00.000+08:00

Isa took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Feels that there is little prospect of achieving h..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

william james sidis

2006-09-11T02:31:00.000+08:00

As the boy warmed to his subject his shyness melted and there fell upon his listeners' ears the most remarkable words they had ever heard from the lips of a child.

happy birthday priya

2006-09-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

i'll let the pictures do the talking.

message to priya:

i love you girlie!

hang out more often yes?
be it to watch hindi movies or just dance ard in yr room ;)
had lots of fun yest. definately smth i'll keep in a special place in my heart.
for a long long time.
hopefully i wont forget even if i become senile :)
see ya when i see ya babeh!

a picture is worth a thousand words.
word count of this entry:
(1000 x 8) + 81 = 8081 words

the real thing

2006-09-09T02:04:00.000+08:00

hey there all out there.
i guess i do know what i want.
and that is to do something in life tht nvr seems boring, no matter how many times.
something that keeps my passion for that something growing, every second, every day.
something meaningful.
okay im nt exactly phrasing or presenting my thoughts properly.
im typing whatever that is cmg to my mind at this very moment.
sorry for the confusion, in any case i do contridict myself.
my mind's a whirl.
hmm..
well today i went to work as a talent scout.
in this case.
talent refers to looks.
what can i say.
my oh my. what an experience.
i found out that singaporean women do not give their numbers easily.
i always thought that when they heard that i was from a media company.
they wld slow down.smile back at me.wishing and hoping that they didnt give me that weird glance initially.
but i was wrong!
there were only afew that gave their numbers.
i used to be one of the few. oh how silly i feel.
these days, women are really stepping up their game.
well let me tell you abt how the job went.
it was alright at first.
into the first few minutes, i felt invincible, almost unbeatable.
nothing. nothing cld come in the way between pretty young women and me.
not even the pain i was experiencing caused by my heels.
i deserved it. i really did!
then after a few rejections, i slowed down. i was taking the rejections personally.
i know i shouldnt. i know they werent.
but i saw it as some sort of personal attack.
like what..whats wrong with me? why wont you hear me out. i have smth to say. you have a mouth. why cant you reply me?
its been a long time since i felt rejected and dejected.
also a long time since i felt like i needed to rely on people.
i felt so insistent and irritating.
i wish i cld slap myself there.
then i didnt dare approach anyone anymore. the number of names stayed at 3.
vinsee too.
i think its also we were not convinced ourselves that that was indeed not in at least the slightest form of dishonesty.
so we decided to quit. w/o pay.
experience i guess. but i have to admit. its really good money.
if i was aggressive. i wld have been able to earn at least 40 bucks for 3 hours worth of work.
too bad i wasnt.
but its good i guess. i cant stand facing rejections anyway.
lesson learnt abt such trade though.
so we went to other shops to search for jobs.
and we applied for quite afew.
hopefully we'll get a response.
also also! i saw alot of stuff i like frm forever 21.
but i was pretty broke.
and i told myself not to buy anything.
but i bought a pair of cat earrings because vinsee said they were hot.
and most imptly. they suited me.
and a polka-dotted clip.
hahah..
man i saw alot of people today.
9 different grps of people.
1) becky and crystal
2) inez and friends frm MI
3) nicole and friends
4) amanda choong and friends
5) gough and friend
6) ryu
7) alexei's sister
8) kenneth nah and friend
9) nicolas

i guess im like my dad.
we like to spot.
my dad.such a good hunter.
hunted down my mum.
hopefully i wont have to do that.
im really traditional.
i need a guy to woo me.
not the other way.
its always been this way too. dont see a need for change now.
one more thing,
guys are not programmed to whine!
like hey! im suppose to whine dude.

alright some pictures frm the dinner i had with laura and angela.
yumyum..
stingray..chickin wings..kangkong..egg omelette with oysters..satay..
ps: girls, we should do it sometime again! <3

the look of joy when it comes to foood!

mmhmm! belly good!

angela monkeying around.as usual:D

yeaa, we used our oil to cook the stingray.

the three molo molo.

the three fairy god mothers!

!gasp!

wow! thats really abstract! wait, what is it?

oh, its just angela :)

ms pauline twohill! oohh humps!

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reminiscing

2006-09-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

i must admit.
i didnt make alot of effort to make my secondary school days more happy.
i had so much of things to say about everyone.
i also cldn't stand the teachers.
judging is something we're not advised to do but do everyday.
live and learn, isa. live and learn.
listening to old songs now..it brings back alot of memories.
i just visited afew of my secondary school mates' blogs.
everyone's moving on..and i saw afew lines mentioned in their entries about sjc..
seems like they have a certain direction.
they know what they want.
material goods included.seems like i dont really have anything that i really want.
you can say im contented.i dont know.perhaps ive been contented for too long.
ive no wish list.
no goal.
no nothing.
thats not good. its time to think about the things i want.
time to reconsider my prioriries.
time to plan.
come to think about it. i dont even save.
isa.isnt there anything you really really want?
no? no mango top? no zara denim skirt?
no shoes? no charm bracelet?
you're hopeless.
i mean, im hopeless.
goodbye.
(copy && paste)from a fellow classmate's blog.
MY WISHLIST
that denim skirt from diesel.gucci envy me perfume.hugo boss perfume.THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.a new pair of sneakers.a new pair of betulas.that ed hardy geisha cap.more and more polo tee.more and more skirts.more and more jeans.more and more handbag.MONEY [KA-CHING!].a new bikini.a new watch.heels.more beaded necklace.more earrings.a new hairstyle.ROSES AND BALLOONS.trust and freedom.unselfish love.bigger eyes.more friends.grow closer to God.outshine the rest in class.draw better please.LOOKS.LOSE WEIGHT!

2006-09-05T01:43:00.000+08:00

its late.
and im hungry.
thinking abt hw the stingray killed steve.
i feel like eating stingray and kangkong at this hr.
i wanna eat the all the stingrays in the world.
that killer stingray's wife/wives and kids..grandkids..great grand kids..etc etc
make them disappear from the face of this earth.
make them extinct.

im going to cook shark's fin soup.

anyway..the blunders i made today.

1) "err...i want the oreo salad"

2) " pa..how do you cook sting ray soup?"

condolences

2006-09-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

Aussie croc hunter Steve Irwin killed in 'freak' stingray attack
when i came home,
my brother told me that steve irwin's dead.
i cldnt believe it..hes like a super-man.
snakes..crocodiles..you name it..hes encountered it.
always cheery.and is a man dedicated to his job.
he never fails to charm his young audiences (me included) with his enthusiasm and his warmth.
i dont really know him but i feel like i do.
ive been to his zoo. someone called him frm afar. and he turned to my direction..smiled and waved to everyone.

dedicated mr. irwin.

mr. and mrs irwin.lovely picture.

SYDNEY (AFP) - World-famous Australian "crocodile hunter" and television environmentalist Steve Irwin has been killed by a stingray blow to the chest while filming a documentary on the Great Barrier Reef.

The larger-than-life Irwin, 44, known for his fearlessly enthusiastic handling of even the deadliest of wildlife, was killed when a stingray barb punctured his heart during underwater filming off northeastern Australia.

"He came over the top of a stingray and the stingray's barb went up and went into his chest and put a hole into his heart," said the ebullient Irwin's longtime producer John Stainton, who was with him at the time on Monday.

"It's likely that he possibly died instantly when the barb hit him, and I don't think that he ... felt any pain," a tearful Stainton told reporters in the city of Cairns. "He died doing what he loved best."

Police and officials at Irwin's zoo confirmed his death in the freak incident that took place at about 11:00 am (0100 GMT) off the coast of Port Douglas in the northeastern Australian state of Queensland.

Irwin brought to the surface unconscious and underwent cardio-pulmonary resuscitation, Stainton said.

He was evacuated from his research vessel by helicopter but ambulance service officials said he had suffered a puncture wound to the left side of his chest and was pronounced dead on the scene.

Stingrays have several sharp and venomous barbs on their tails that they use to defend themselves when they feel threatened, but Stainton insisted that Irwin had not provoked the creature while filming.

"I have never met a more professional person in my whole life nor a more passionate person in my whole life on wildlife issues," Stainton said of the iconic Irwin, who was making a show about deadly sea dwellers.

But experts stressed that stingrays were not usually vicious and rarely attacked and killed humans, unlike the range of deadly creatures Irwin had confronted in the past.

"You think about all the documentaries we've made and all the dangerous situations that we have been in, you always think 'is this it, is this a day that maybe his demise?'," he said, adding that nothing scared Irwin.

Australian wildlife filmmaker David Ireland said that the stingray's tail was "like a bayonet on a rifle".

"If it hits any vital organs it's as deadly as a bayonet," he said.

Police said Irwin's US-born wife Terri had been informed of his death while hiking in Tasmania. The couple had two children aged eight and three.

The garrulous animal-lover's rallying cry of "crikey" when faced with a crocodile, snake or ferocious-looking spider made him an Australian icon across the world.

His "Crocodile Hunter" show, in which the tousle-haired adventurer appeared in his trademark khaki shorts and shirt, was first broadcast in 1992 and has been shown around the world on the Discovery cable network ever since.

His outspoken persona became so popular that he won a cameo role in a Hollywood movie, "Dr Dolittle 2," starring US comic Eddie Murphy.

Australians mourned the loss of one of their most famous countrymen, with Prime Minister John Howard leading the public outpouring of grief over the death of a man whom he knew well.

"I really do feel Australia has lost a wonderful and colourful son," Howard said. "He took risks, he enjoyed life.

"He brought immense joy to millions of people, particularly to children, and it's just such a terrible loss. He was one of those great quintessential Australian faces that people recognised everywhere," added the grim-looking prime minister after parliament was told of his death.

Ordinary Australians called into their local radio and television stations expressing their shock and sadness at Irwin's passing, while others flocked to the television star's Australia Zoo in Beerwah, on the Sunshine coast of Queensland state, to lay flowers in his memory.

"We just thought he was a good guy for what he did for Australia. He put us on the map, I reckon," said Rod Cameron at the zoo.

Another mourner was more sanguine. "He died doing what he loved, didn't he?" said tourist Glenn Batson.

The son of a plumber who launched his own reptile park, the young Irwin became a crocodile trapper, ridding residential areas of their reptilian threats before eventually taking over his parents' park.

His fearless approach to the animal kingdom however provoked international outrage when he involved his infant son in one of his death-defying antics.

In early 2004, he fed a four-metre (13-foot) crocodile with one hand while clutching his baby son Bob in the other during a show at his Australia Zoo reptile park.

But Irwin was unrepentant when confronted about the incident in an interview. "I will continue to educate my children and the children of the world so they don't go into the water with crocs," he said.

Irwin's voice remained on the answering machine of his zoo on Monday, reminding callers with a whoop: "Remember, they rule," referring to his dangerous documentary subjects.

beautiful andrae

2006-09-01T17:58:00.000+08:00

Fly my beautiful Andrae Fly!

Andrae's big debut

project runway brings me closer to god

buangkok boyz

2006-08-31T01:46:00.000+08:00

hey..

have you guys caught the lastest buangkok boyz on radio?

its like so damn cool la.

JOKE!
its just my childhood tuition mate and course mate in poly.
god dont i just love him.
aishiteru buangkok boyz!
i think theres a common trait in people who stay near woodbridge.
whad'you say syafiq?

toy

2006-08-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

Baby boy
Your face is pretty and your life's a toy
Master man
I'm never better than your latest plan
Poor donee
What are you gonna try to be
Where are you gonna go without me now

I've been your mother, I've been your father
Who can ask me for more
I've been your sister, I've been your mistress
Maybe I was your whore
Who can ask me for more

Superstar
I've tried to educate your childish heart
I made your bed
and I was in it when your faith was dead
Poor donee
What are you gonna try to be
Where are you gonna go without me now

I've been your mother, I've been your father
Who can ask me for more
I've been your sister, I've been your mistress
Maybe I was your whore
Who can ask me for more

Sweetiepie
I'm your personal pro, you know
You know what number to try when to cry

I've been your mother, I've been your father
Who can ask me for more
I've been your sister, I've been your mistress
Maybe I was your whore
Who can ask me for more

heaven tonight

2006-08-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

as you can hear.
i changed my blog song.
kinda suits my blog skin eh?
anyway,
next tuesday's my last paper!
WOOHOO.HOO WOOOO.WOOO WOOO.HOOO!!
and i should start studying later.
the next module isnt exactly hard.
its just that the information too mucho..cause me emotional scarro.
yeah.
shit load full of info.
and the teacher didnt even drop any hints.
erughhh.
anyone wanna join me at macs? to study?
and guys. please let me know yr hp number.
i lost all data. because my hp's spoilt and its at the repair shop.
so please. drop me yr contact number.

x xx x
isa

------ break -----

2006-08-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

so, its my study break.
one week.
and BOOM!
my exams..
ahh machanics and manufacturing tech.
HAHA
but ive been grooving to my music at hm.
lily allen.
you make me feel like going to the beach.
someone. please drag me out of my bed.
heres lovely lily.

yeah yeah. the last one's rachel bilson.
i had to put it.
shes so pretty.
both of them.
im jealous.
love,
isa x xx x

been busy

2006-08-05T04:25:00.000+08:00

hey there!
sorry. been busy.
those darn reporters.
why can't they let me do the things i like.

anyway.
im in a dilemma right now.
i dont know who to choose.

like a stone

2006-07-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

about me accding to a quiz:
Peaceful Discreet Non Aggressive

You are easy-going yet discreet. You make friends effortlessly, yet enjoy your privacy and independence. You like to get away from it all and be alone from time to time to contemplate the meaning of life and enjoy yourself. You need space, so you escape to beautiful hideaways, but you are not a loner. You are at peace with yourself and the world, and you appreciate life and what this world has to offer.

another quiz result:
I'm a O93-C17-E53-A69-N66 Big Five!!

what can i say.
its thursday.
im bored.
tmrw's friday.
after school.theres a gig.
then sat. off to ikea and/0r to watch pirates.
then sunday.
then next week.
tests.
tests.
tests.
tests.
the following week.
exams.
exams.
exams.
exams.

people

2006-07-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

Midnight surcharge
11.30 pm to 11.44 pm daily Additional 10% of Basic Fare
11.45 pm to 11.59 pm daily Additional 20% of Basic Fare
12 midnight to 12.59 am daily Additional 35% of Basic Fare
1.00 am to 6.00 am daily Additional 50% of Basic Fare
Midnight Surcharge will be reflected in the meter

can you feel the pinch?

?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
f*ck
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
i shld have take at 11.30
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
damn
dandelion says:
wah
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
i 12 like that take
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
35%
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
HEART PAIN
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
AWWW
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
i sit at busstop 15 mins
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
wahahaha
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
SAD
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
the taxi"S" all right beside the busstop
dandelion says:
wah
dandelion says:
i sorta pity the uncles
dandelion says:
they didnt want this to happen
dandelion says:
the (censored) cab companies
dandelion says:
what household income increase..so must increase cab fare
dandelion says:
and singapore's facing a situation
dandelion says:
whereby the rich is getting richer
dandelion says:
and the poor..poorer
dandelion says:
sad
dandelion says:
(censored)
dandelion says:
i say bullsh*t
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
f*ck la
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
ssooooo ARGH
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
i wish i own a car or bike

in singapore, you can get sued therefore certain information are censored. ahh you'll get the picture.

dandelion says:
recently i saw alot of people..like elderly...super pitiful lah
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
the taxi driver is like 30+
dandelion says:
i looked at them..and what reflected from their eyes was smth i cldnt understand
dandelion says:
something i probably will never understand
dandelion says:
all old and hunchbacked
dandelion says:
working into the night
dandelion says:
collecting cans and cardboard
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
sigh
dandelion says:
at an age they shld be laying back
dandelion says:
to enjoy whatever's left of life
dandelion says:
sad
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
for some mah
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
maybe they gamble
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
lol
dandelion says:
eh...whatever it is...when i see them like that
dandelion says:
i feel so useless
dandelion says:
they're like so weak and probably more than 4 times my age
dandelion says:
yet they put their body to the test everyday
dandelion says:
sad
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
dun work hard la
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
suffer
dandelion says:
huh
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
when young
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
dun work hard earn money
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
blame who
dandelion says:
but still...not all had tht history okay
dandelion says:
maybe their kids choose not to support them nw
dandelion says:
maybe...they need to support their slightly abnormal kids
dandelion says:
there are.
dandelion says:
theres this old guy...who has 4 kids
dandelion says:
2 commited suicide as they cldnt handle the stress of supporting the family. both daughters. one was engaged.
dandelion says:
the other two sons..abit abnormal
dandelion says:
wife has depression
dandelion says:
who to blame
dandelion says:
his hse is full of stuff he picks up downstairs...
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
some la
?? NxKaT ™ aka ruihong. // ORANGE`- [ i HATE midnight fare. 6+$ for taxi. - ] ?? says:
does nt apply to every1
dandelion says:
he actually makes money by making somethng creative out of tins and cans
dandelion says:
yarh
dandelion says:
so sad lah

sorry for the broken english.

took this when i was still working in bugis.
i was on bus 147.

love in a new wave II

2006-07-19T02:37:00.000+08:00

these are the photos i took on 15 july 2006.

looks like my church friend, syen yuin.

looks like a footballer.i just dont know who.

taxi.

ah ha! you gotta get this one right.its beckham!and i took this at the youth park.

i like seeing my mum's hand on my dad's thigh.

esplanade's toilet. i love the esplanade.

lights and sounds.

bay beats.

city life.

love in a new wave

2006-07-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

mood: indescribable is the word to describe
music: im not missing you by stacie orrico

i feel sucha need to write this entry in details.so here goes.
hiho.today was a long day.and i havent attempted any school work.but im fine with that.at least the day was meaningful.its my dad's birthday.in the day, i went to town to meet the foreign bodies people.there was a performance by the year twos for singapore youth festival's aniversary.as there was still time.everyone went to eat.i ate.so did sandra.so we went to the shop next door.and my oh my.i found alot of cool stuff.anyway.thats nt the point.well we walked ard for a while.and soon it was 330.so we headed down to ngee ann city for the performance.those seniors sure can move.i wonder whether i'll evr dance like that.even if i finally can dance like that.will i have the courage to in front of everyone.heart of a lion.i need a heart of a lion.

soon as it came soon as it also went.we loitered outside cartier.not knowing where we were heading to.we stood there for quite a long time.so sandra and i asked the others where we were heading.and guy T(T for typical) said to me"we can go to yr hse" and we can..(pointed to his shirt which said"come sleep with me".funny it seemed to me then.no one has evr said tht.i thgt hes sucha joker.maybe hes open-minded.and then i took notice of the manager of cartier peeking out.i was quite sure he was curious about the commotion outside the shop.and he saw me looking at him.so he stuck out his tongue at me.how cute can that get.a guy.a manager of cartier.in his fifties.sticking his tongue out at me.it contributed in one way or another to me feeling the way i feel now.life can be kind.

and then we decided to go to far east plaza.as i walked past the cartier showcase.i cldnt help looking at the gold necklace.it looked like a similar piece i saw at forever 21.it was expensive.cost 14 thousand.and then this guy frm the very big grp i was hanging out in said" hey isa, dream on lah"
and i laughed while i said"hahah hey.you'll nvr know okay.im going to marry a rich man.im going to attend high class parties"
i didnt mean it.i just thgt it was appropriate for me to say that then.
people expected that reply.so i gave it to them.
and then tht particular person.
came and violated me with his words.again.
"hey can i come along?"
i said" no, you'll scare away all my potential fiances"
"then when you're drunk. i can bring you home andd.."
"by the next morning, you'll find yr pajamas all ovr the floor"
this time it wasnt funny.
guys.do not say such things.one piece of advice.be a gentleman.dont poison one's mind.

and so i laughed it off.again.

the third time it happened.i was leaving so was sandra.he didnt want us to leave.so he grabbed sandra's bag.and attempted to grab mine.i resisted.reassuring him then tt i wont be leaving anymore and that i had to have my bag with me because i had to answer a call frm my dad.
and he said" i can help you answer."
"hey uncle, your daughter's currently not available to listen"
"why?"
"because shes having sex"

that was the last straw.
im not saying anything anymore.
this time i just felt the space in between my brows tighten.
i was flattered by the attention.not by the words.

drop that.
and then when it was ard 7.i left.together with sandra.
and when i reached hg station.i called my best friend.and my mum to ask her about dinner.and she was going to fetch me frm hg mall.so i sat on one of the steps and began telling my story to angela.then my mum called and i went to the entrance to wait for the car to arrive.and i hanged up.on the way to serangeoon gardens, i cldnt help feel like this day was going to be better.
and it did turn out brighter.ironically near the end of the day.
we went to some beef and ribs restaurant to have dinner.i ordered the ONIX stew.or smth like tht.it was alright.the ambience was nice and cosy.the music was great.it made me feel so at home.it opened its arms and drew me in.for a moment, i didnt mind working there.i felt blessed for having such a family.and that i cld have dinner with them without interruptions.my mum took a video of us eating.my evr so cheery and bubbly mum.
my dad enjoyed what he ordered.his cheese oyster.
i love you pa.
time flies when you're hving fun.it was time to go home on an ordinary day.
but this day was extraordinary.
it wasnt going to be the same.
so we headed to the esplanade.
and the radio played stacie orrico's song.
the song "im not missing you".
and i laid back.and look at the streetlights.blissful.

the nightscene was beautiful.
the streetlights are our stars.
the carriages are our cars.
the horseman's my dad.
i looked out and i saw the fullerton hotel.and when i turned to the left.i saw the esplanade.i saw the huge banner which said" baybeats 2006"
cool.it was going to be a fun night.it was so crowded.
then my dad parked his car.
we walked through the shops.
and bought some marshmallow and fondue.
and we went out to see the singapore river.
orange lights.
wind.
the incomplete casino standing intact in its place.the buildings and its lights.
its glossy tiles.reflecting light in every direction.
and every light's reflection on the small gentle waves.
and then,
we went to listen to this australian band.
the music was not bad.
not bad at all.
they were just a little pitchy.
live performances.cannot be blamed.
then i stood there frm afar. under a tree.
and just allowed the notes to go in.
wish i knew the name of the band.
time seemed to have stood still.

i wanted to capture the moment forever.
the best way i knew how was to video it down.
the quality wasnt good.but oh well.

soon it was getting late.so we left.
when i got back into the car.i felt very inspired to live a life of luxury.
and no.i wanted it to come with a fight.
im not depending on rich spouses.
i want a volkswagen.i want to stay in a penthouse.
i want to be able to give my parents a good life during their retirement years.
i want to be able to be a successful career woman.
i want to be able to dine at restaurants whenever i want.

so many thoughts were running through my head.
i had to blog it.
i didnt want to forget it.

last chapter of the day.
we travelled through the expressway.even the expressway lights and cars looked good to me.i guess i was happy.
so i took pictures again.

what a day.
electrico's playing tmrw frm 7 to 830.
anyone wanna come?
im totally in love with them.
gets me in the reflect-a-lot mood.
perfect. just perfect.

school.monday.ahead.

yang the goat

2006-06-30T03:52:00.000+08:00

defination
yang
chinese word for goat

well, im up at this hour. its now 4 am. and im up because im (censored). also because goat star sister (yang xin jie)made me to. do visit www.xjie.blogspot.com. she wrote about me. i bet she hates herself for loving me. she demands an entry on her and i guess its because she wants to let the world know that shes actually my friend. i mean. i feel that its one-sided all this while. sad sad truth. she threatend to expose my darkest desire to the whole blogosphere so i shall...write abt her.ii guesss..(grumbles)
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JUST CHILDING ARD! HEY HEY! i mean, who can resist this lovable girl from planet pluto. i mean, look at her!

don't i just like this girl? (not love, its a word too strong.involves too many mixed feelings and i usually use it for the opposite gender) hhahahahhahah

?XIN! (: You, is love. says:
AIYA
?XIN! (: You, is love. says:
YOUR HAIR
?XIN! (: You, is love. says:
GRASS
?XIN! (: You, is love. says:
(:

yes even when shes mean.
lets go back in time, shall we?

back in 2005. . .
me and xj were still on pretty good terms.

the classroom was small, mostly made up of humble students. it was good peer pressure that moulded the xj then.

(above) xiao yang and the humble students. oh, wonderful influence!

(below) merry days! good examples.

THEN ONE FINE DAY...

IT HAPPENED...

the foreign body, siok kong, started wiping xj's good qualities like a plague!

(check out tilynn's mortified face)

and xinjie's life was never the same again.

soon..

she became..

HIGHLY SELF ORIENTATED!

(the following is rated E which stands for EEEYER!)

she started bribing teachers.

NAHHHHH!
XJ, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.

laughing now, eh?

panic at the disco

2006-06-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

i love brandon.

merry christmas!

2006-06-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
A town peace out!
hahaha.
goodness.im such a loser.
lets see, what shld i say this time.
oh oh. i stayed up late everyday this week.
ITS FIFA DAMMIT!
hahahhah. well i've developed a deeper understanding and appreciation for soccer.no longer is it only because evryone's watching it. i've grown. and err. oh seems to me like kaka's getting famous! among singapore girls. yeah hes hot. and so is nakata. and blablabla. but these guys don't interest me. ahah. im not a fan of anyone on tv. sometimes i wonder how fans (esp girls!) can get all crazy about famous guys.
HAHAHA speaking of which, angela angela.
well this girl's in love.
with teddy geiger!hahah. she went for his personal session and shes one crazy fan now.
that girl was screaming "teddy! teddy!" the whole time.
things got really messy as she ran after the van and tapped on the back of the vehicle.
she snapped some really cool stuff though.
shall upload the pics if im done asking her.
okay okay. i was one of those girls. not anymore. but im not a crazy fan. i didnt get any merchandise. i didnt buy pictures and posters of tht (sheesh) flower guy.
hmm. maybe i didnt need to. things that last are those in the head.
HAHA.
hokay.
and anyway that was gazillion years ago. you might not have been born yet.
eh. as you can see. im putting in an effort to make this entry long.
so stick with me!
erm.
oooo. holidays almost over. cheelaka.
short pathetic two week break.
grrr. and theres tests when sch reopens.
gee.ive got nothing to say anymore.
i think im entertaining myself. I AM I AM!!!
who reads this shizz anyway.
hahaha.
stay shibby my dear bloggy.

updates

2006-05-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

hello blogders(as xiaxue puts it)
woah.
havent updated in a while.been really busy.school and all.
guess what.ive got tests next week.
and my projects are due next week as well.
ho ho.
good luck to me.
i need more than luck
and gee.ive got nothing to write for my 1000 word essay on exercises for the osteoporotic elderly and young kids.
ideas anyone?sigh.
and well.that aside.
for the past few mths.
ive seen more than i asked for.
life and its ups and downs.
i went on a rollercoaster ride.
sympathy for the maids.
hate feelings for guys.
ha ha.i dont knw why either.
me and stef and angela are seriously developing bad feelings abt guys.
how they are so .. sometimes.
i really do not know what they want.
i mean i DO now.
of course not all guys are like that.
but aiya!
what the heck.
such bastards. grr.
maybe ive been exposed to too much testosterone.
must be.
too much. its turning me off.

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2006-05-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

a simple hello and a warm handshake means much.

ditzy

2006-05-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

hello world.
my head's hurting and i think im going deaf.
the loudest volume doesnt seem tht loud to me today at all.
i feel feverish and warm.tired eyes.
i can sleep for thirteen hours straight.
theres a loud disturbance in my head.
i need rest.
i can't concentrate.
the lights make me dizzy.

take me away today.

woke up one day and i saw colours

2006-04-29T13:04:00.000+08:00

i miss these crackpot fools.

while you were gone

2006-04-29T12:31:00.000+08:00

through the crystal ball

2006-04-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

"You might spend the morning accepting things as they are. Then you could spend your lunch hour imagining things as you would like them to be. Then, for a finale to your day, you might spend time in late afternoon and early evening making things the way you want them to be. It's going to take a lot of work, but when you start to see the first few results of your efforts, you'll know it was worth every drop of energy."

hello guys, thats my friendster horoscope for today.
don't ask me why im turning to horoscopes.
i don't know either.
sigh. poly started lessons alr. and seriously. i feel so drained of my energy.
looks like i can't run away from the subjects that i dread in sec sch.
now i gotta do amath, physics, chem and bio.
sigh.
and i really suck in amath and physics.
thats why i made an effort to look through.
and i really feel like a zombie.

its true. every bit the horoscope said is true.
in the morning, i accept the way things are.
and i do spend my lunch hour hoping to change something about my studies and lifestyle.
and in the late afternoons and evenings, i start work.

oh truly evil horoscopes, you're so true. you evil evil thing.

i love chinese boys and songs

2006-04-08T01:46:00.000+08:00

don't ask me why im awake at this hour.
just shut up.
don't ask.
just watch.
and laugh.
HAHAHAHHAH.
before that i must thank laurachoo ting ting tong!

hello world.i feel fun!

2006-04-07T12:13:00.000+08:00

hello world.
today's a happy day.
happy happy.
must have been the smashmouth songs!
!!!wicked!!!

leave you with this!
oohh clear skies ahead!

ambivert

2006-04-06T13:10:00.000+08:00

www.handwritingwizard.com

thats where i went to take the test.
here are some of the results.
its like they're telling my story.
whether its true or not.
i'll leave you to decide.
im not going to say anything.

Isa is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Isa will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Isa an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Isa is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Isa is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

In reference to Isa's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Isa slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Isa can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Isa's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Isa that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Isa also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Isa is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Isa's self-concept is artificially low. Isa will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Isa to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Isa is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

i cut the rest out.
i dont want to reveal so much about myself.
which means that this part is true.

Isa is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

HEEHEE.BYE.

2006-04-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
True, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home
They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,'come down now,' but we'll stay...
I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
That frankly will not fly. you will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home

what i see

2006-04-02T10:42:00.000+08:00

art dance words

2006-03-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

its a tie. . .

You scored as Art. You should be an Art major! How bohemian!

Dance

100%

English

100%

Art

100%

Linguistics

92%

Journalism

92%

Theater

83%

Sociology

83%

Psychology

67%

Biology

67%

Anthropology

67%

Mathematics

58%

Philosophy

58%

Chemistry

17%

Engineering

17%

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You scored as English. You should be an English major! Your passion lies in writing and expressing yourself creatively, and you hate it when you are inhibited from doing so. Pursue that interest of yours!

Dance

100%

English

100%

Art

100%

Linguistics

92%

Journalism

92%

Theater

83%

Sociology

83%

Psychology

67%

Biology

67%

Anthropology

67%

Mathematics

58%

Philosophy

58%

Chemistry

17%

Engineering

17%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.

Dance

100%

English

100%

Art

100%

Linguistics

92%

Journalism

92%

Theater

83%

Sociology

83%

Psychology

67%

Biology

67%

Anthropology

67%

Mathematics

58%

Philosophy

58%

Chemistry

17%

Engineering

17%

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erase and rewind

2006-03-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

Sweet Misery
its true.
god works in mysterious ways.
i just received a letter.its offering me a biomedical engineering course.
and now i feel like crap.cause just as i feel like i'm starting to settle down in MI.
and i've got to go.there are so many people i've made friends with.
people like haikal, julizan, fadilah, jan, siraj, inez, nora, gabriel, dillon, martin, claudia, birdstone and so many more people i've yet to talk to and find out more about.
today was a really fun day.
i laughed till' i had abs.
haikal is one funny man.his peekaboo.birdstone bestfriend and calvin klein.never have i been able to get along with a guy this well.haikal, i want to go to the topman fashion show with you.
and julizan:)
just now in the train.we both felt depressed.call it a girl thing.to me, we're just more in touch with our feelings.
anyway, we were talking abt how we feel like we feel like we're left behind and cut off from the rest.
we felt hopeless.and that the MI path was one that wld eventually lead to nowhere.and she was surprised that we both experienced the same thing.
she talked about how she cried the night before for no particular reason.
i said that i did too for past few nights.
what else can i say.
alright.this sounds really lesbian but we smsed each other saying that we've got each other and stuff.
sigh i'll miss the "hee hee hee" laughter by juli.
AND FADILAH.
sigh.where do i start.
she just a real sweetheart.julizan and fadilah are my closest friends in MI.
shes the kind that laughs that my silly crap.
SIGH.

maybe i should have bet with martin the other time when he said i'll definitely stay.i might be 10 bucks richer by tmrw.

jet black

2006-03-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

i don't know whats wrong with me.i can feel my face burn.got the urge to break down.definitely not riding the highs and digging the lows if you ask me.sorry you've got to read some really boring sad entries.i've got nothing to show you.nothing to make you laugh till' you fall off your computer seat.i've just been busy.trying to be good.trying to be up for anything.trying to maximise my march holiday.been going everywhere.tried to be enthusiastic.i don't know how long its going to last.im getting really tired.and this blog's going to be abandoned soon.i don't know when.and seriously i don't care either.i'm not an internet freak.i've been accused of so many things.the breakdown of my computer seems to be my fault.alright gotta go.
shan't bore you any longer.
isa's a boring girl.

where have they gone?

2006-03-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

chij-our lady of good counsel
you know, i was just thinking about how much life has went on.
i can't help wondering where certain ex-classmates are now.
people like lim puay cher, jeanette koh, lydia, serene & michelle, joanne, nicolette, alana, tan rui jean, racheal chong, vivien liu, zoe hoh and alot more.
i tried searching some through friendster. but the results were disappointing.
puay cher, the girl who was always the "catcher" because she cldnt run as fast and was often unalert.i really am curious to find out how shes living.still remember once when miss josephine khoo asked her to step to her right.and she slapped her right cheek.silly la.hahah.
lydia the artist. the blonde-haired girl. the girl who tried her urine.(laughs)
jeanette the fast runner. the girl who appreciated my drawing. my drawing of sleeping beauty. she made me trade my drawing with her box of coloured paperclips.she got transferred to another school due to the shifting of hse.told her i'll never forget her.see? i didnt.
serene & michelle the smart twins together with joanne.they all had super duper long hair.
nicolette the misfit. the one who didn't really have friends. the girl with the bob hair style and was rumored to have liked yi lyn before.
and alana.i still can remember how she looks like.
rui jean too. shes so cute. i love her. shes a free spirit. with messy ponytails. now to think about it. she somehow reminds me of adam sandler. hahah. not that she looks like that. she has that kinda voice like his. her words sound like its spoken with a lil help from her nose. i still remember how impressed i was when she told me she had a photocopying machine and laminating machine at home. her mom worked at MOE. i remember.
racheal chong who lives at some serangoon condo. was invited to her party once. we felt close because we had the same surname. how silly it seemed, i know.but our chinese characters were different. her's zhang and mine's zhong.oh yarh. and her super naughty brother.he ran out of his room in his underwear just to amuse us.
vivien liu. the abit nutty and eccentric genius. she did weird things and made me cry once together with adeline lau. during lessons, she would put the tip of the pen in her mouth and the ink made her mouth blue a couple of times. also, she liked to pluck her hair and stuff them in between pages. there was once. she cut open her school bag during assembly. just to find out what made the sound that was produced whenever she pressed her bag. yeah. she was interesting. i went to her party too. and people thought i was the birthday girl. hahah.
last but not least, ZOE HOH.
ahhh. she was a really great friend! really smart too. she used to call me "sasa". oh boy. i miss her soooooo muccccchhh. sigh.
:(
all the times i made adeline angry by pouring ikan bilis on her head.it was funny how the fishes hooked themselves in her hair.im sorry.
i can go on and on about evryone.but i shan't.it might make me weep.
I ALSO MISS THE BUS UNCLE!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHH.

silence is bronze shit

2006-02-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

ahh. im so freaking bored now. its weird. suddenly, everyone went like "hey isa, gtg bye!" BOO. theres like only 3 pathetic people online. and damnations! msn's bejeweled game isn't working. i invited 5 people to play but all that appeared after all the loading is a blank black screen. how diasppointing.xueing introduced me to it today.and i have to say. im hooked on it. (long and draggy sigh follows) sigh once more. and i haven't got a plan tommorrow. wendy asked me to the movies. but cheelaka. im broke. like i've only got a few bucks in my pocket. i really feel like crying now. and and. my mum kept my bank book! no! i dont have an atm card. i haven't applied! and and. aahhh huuuhh huuhhh. (thats the sound of my cry)

okay.i shall tell you a story.

SCRUBS

this is a story of a boy named scrubs.

scrubs was the kind of boy you would find in a story book.

but he was real. i met him once and i can testify to that.

scrubs loved hedgehogs.

that is scrubs and pine in the photo below.

it was taken when scrubs was only 3

(you can see from the number of hairs on his head)

and rumor has it that pine is still living.

that is 13 years and still counting.

scrubs was a lonely boy.

he played with the insects and the animals.

every night before he went to bed,

he would scratch through his head.

scrubs: "yay! lunch time friends!"

the flakes that fell like snow was like a feast to the bed bugs that lived with him.

everyone was happy.

bugs: "yay! yay! yay! thank you scrubs! you're such a genorous boy"

i learnt something valuable from him.

before bedtime, scrubs would drink 8 full glasses of water.

this helps him wake up just in time for school.

scrubs's words of wisdom: "water is not only good for health, it also serves as an efficient and reliable alarm clock"

(to be cont'd)

im tired.

valentine

2006-02-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

where can you find a guy that is purely interested in platonic love?
okay that was a random thought.
well.
i chatted with this person who gave me great advice.
and i've finally come to a decision of what to take up in poly.
hope that things do go my way.
you seldom see me type this.
god let your will be done.

walk the line

2006-02-12T02:51:00.000+08:00

BEATLES AND ROLLING STONES KINDA GIRL?

WATCH IT.
GREAT STORYLINE AND MUSIC

JOAQUIN PHOENIX AND REESE WITHERSPOON

im so going to catch it.

love love love

valentine's day's coming

let me entertain some thoughts

hmm

looking at that love-ly picture.

it suddenly hit me that im so damn easy to please.

SO EASY

1)having a boy think about me is all the flattery I need

2)holding my hand feels like all the safety in the world

3)a drive thru meal is the only dinner I want

4)a hand made card and time spent together is all I would accept for valentine's day

5)kisses on the cheek will always make me giggle

6)all I require is good conversation and good laughs.

It might sound like I'm trying to sound romantically poetic and deep, but really, all the above is true about me. and I would love more than anything to give it back and make him feel the same way.

alright 19.i hear you.