Sweet Miseryits true.
god works in mysterious ways.
i just received a letter.its offering me a biomedical engineering course.
and now i feel like crap.cause just as i feel like i'm starting to settle down in MI.
and i've got to go.there are so many people i've made friends with.
people like haikal, julizan, fadilah, jan, siraj, inez, nora, gabriel, dillon, martin, claudia, birdstone and so many more people i've yet to talk to and find out more about.
today was a really fun day.
i laughed till' i had abs.
haikal is one funny man.his peekaboo.birdstone bestfriend and calvin klein.never have i been able to get along with a guy this well.haikal, i want to go to the topman fashion show with you.
and julizan:)
just now in the train.we both felt depressed.call it a girl thing.to me, we're just more in touch with our feelings.
anyway, we were talking abt how we feel like we feel like we're left behind and cut off from the rest.
we felt hopeless.and that the MI path was one that wld eventually lead to nowhere.and she was surprised that we both experienced the same thing.
she talked about how she cried the night before for no particular reason.
i said that i did too for past few nights.
what else can i say.
alright.this sounds really lesbian but we smsed each other saying that we've got each other and stuff.
sigh i'll miss the "hee hee hee" laughter by juli.
AND FADILAH.
sigh.where do i start.
she just a real sweetheart.julizan and fadilah are my closest friends in MI.
shes the kind that laughs that my silly crap.
SIGH.
maybe i should have bet with martin the other time when he said i'll definitely stay.i might be 10 bucks richer by tmrw.